February 24th, 2005
—- my family lost a beautiful woman. 18 years without her doesn’t seem real.
Realizing I was a medium by communicating with her Spirit, my grandma has been my number one ancestor, teacher, and source of love! Her guidance is one of the main reasons I have honored and learned about my gifts - and honored them enough to have this business. Combining faith and my connection to her I have learned more and more about Spirit and being a medium. Using that to now help show others their loved ones are right there with them too! I would be lost in my personal - and professional - life without her love, support, and guidance.
I like to joke that the picture of us represents her relation to me as my guardian Angel.
My maternal grandmother Catherine was a proud Irish woman that loved God, her family, and having a good time. She was always up for a good meal and good company - spending time with her family and friends was her favorite. She had a smirk and belly laugh that were contagious.
This morning I drove to the cemetery to bring her roses, like I always do on her birthday and anniversary of passing. I lay two, one for her and one for my grandfather - and vice versa on his special dates. It was too cold to spend time there, so I got back in the car to post about the rose and this song came on my shuffle. These are the times I wish my life was recorded or a tv show or something.. you just can't make this stuff up..
Sometimes I'll admit I'm embarrassed to say I love P!nk and her music as much as I do.. Her new album was just released this month, and I had a 20+ min drive out to the cemetery so I thought it would be perfect time to finally listen to it. I had the album playing on shuffle.
When I got back into my car to make the post, the song "When I Get There" started playing. It started and figured it was just another love song or something... Nope. I heard the word "Heaven" and it got my attention... I started it over and started actually listening to the lyrics. I instantly started crying...
A beautiful sign from my grandmother
I posted the lyrics along with the pictures of the roses. The song totally fits my grandmother. Her jokes, her stories, and she definitely would have a favorite seat and be talking with friends in Heaven. I know she is. The song was a beautiful way for her to communicate to me in that moment that she was with me.
Your passed loved ones will often communicate through music. They can communicate songs they loved, their favorite artists, OR songs for you to listen to because of the message. Often you can relate so deeply to the lyrics in your own life now, you can feel their advice coming through the song. It’s all about ways to connect to your loved ones who have passed or your guides so they can communicate they're right there, and you’ll be amazed at what they can start to show you. That's exactly what my grandmother showed me this morning. That her soul was right there with me and she used her energy to play the song at that moment as a sign. These songs can come on randomly on shuffle, on the radio, be playing somewhere you walk into. You'll know it's a sign when/if you think of them and often it will evoke strong emotion. As a medium, I hear and feel her often, but I still love those special deep signs from her. The ones that still bring even me to tears.
What I do isn't just professional, it's very very personal. I say that in almost all the posts I share. But it really is the basis of my business and the whole reason I even started this business. This woman's soul showed me and continues to show me personally how your passed loved ones are still right there and we can connect and communicate with them - even in the most simple and profound ways. Then my professional life and this business I get to help clients connect and see and feel that too. It's so so special and humbles me everyday.
Celebrating your life today and always
Rest In Peace grandma
